Hmm..I recently went to a wedding (more like yesterday) and it was the first one I ever went to outdoors. All the other ones I've been to have all been in Spanish and in a church. Also, we blew bubbles instead of pelting the bride and groom with rice, or perferably money. I liked it, but I felt sad, I guess just thinking about my future when I get married. I imagined myself going up the alter and not being with my father arm and arm, and even being able to dance with him at the party. I'm like thinking to myself, "Who's going to be there to take his place?" It really makes me want to cry, thinking about that. But, I've been feeling alone and slightly depressed and stressed out from school. I just don't know what to do.